[6/12] - From my journal: September 2018
Today marks half-an-year of my marriage to this amazing man mashAllah and i couldnt find anything better than this pure, raw, unfiltered picture of us taken in the hospital room on the second day of my surgery.
For those who dont know, i was supposed to go through a laparoscopic surgery for the removal of an ovarian cyst diagnosed the very next month of my marriage. My dr put me on meds that gave me the worst of depression and anxiety episodes. I was away from friends, family, work which added upto the depression but this guy never left my side. He saw the worst of me and loved me even more. My surgery went a little complicated and converted into laprotomy and all i remember is him holding my hands and smiling at me. In this past one week, he has been by my side like a rock. I wasnt able to walk an inch and he would hold me. I wasnt able to take my meds and he would patiently stand upto my tantrums. He clothed me, he fed me, he held me in the worst of my time where i had nothing to give him in return and I dont have even an iota of words that could describe my gratefulness for him. My MIL, my SILs all have been such massive support to me standing by my side.
Ever since i adulted, i ran away from marriage because i never wanted to compromise on my dreams for someone else. But looking at him today, i know my marriage is making me pursue my dreams and goals even better than i was doing alone. And it is making me realise the importance of maintaining relationships, its always a little give & take.
Thankyou for being such an amazing person, a responsible son/brother and an awesome husband jazz. Half an year with you is already a fairy tale .. And lots more to come IA.
Buhat sara pyaar.
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