It’s been a while since I wrote to you. I know you’re fretting about those goddamn exams you gave. It’s been a hard summer, isn’t it ?But take it easy, will you ? Because you being happy won’t stop you from aiming high. The anxiety is going to stop and you’ll do well. I promise. I know that you’ve been too hard on yourself for a very long time now. I know you’ve lost your dear one’s this year. But it’s okay. Time will heal all the pain. And your face is ugly when you’re sad. NO. You don’t have to do that we need guys to fall in love. Listen up little one , it’s okay to fall in love once in a while. And you being you geared up to go and tell him how you feel. How courageous are you even ? Let him go. Be proud about your confession, flip your hair and walk away. Because you deserve the love you give to someone else. Treat yourself like a baby. Remember about those goals you told me last time?! Oh , don’t you worry gurl! You’ll slay all of ‘em and answer all those bitches who put you down. More than anything I want you to love yourself. Put on some music you like and get that work done ! You deserve more than what you’re settling for. Please remember to put yourself first.
Hugs and squishes,
Your older self.